Hole in my box

MY SMILES LIE!


(you're so easy)


GROW UP AND SEE ME!


(Before you get hurt)

Rant.

I despise you.
I hate the way that you treat me.
I hate that I feel so damn inferior to you.
I envy you.
At your worst, you beat my best.
Your smile, though less often, burns brighter than mine.
You hold yourself in the highest of confidence as I doubt nearly every part of my being.
I'm stupid in love with the life that you lead
You are taken serious
I'm a running joke.
Your ambitions are strong
You're trusted.
I am not.
From every angle you're beautiful
Through layers of lies, I am acceptable.


You.
You will become tired of me.
When you find out who I really am, you will run.
When I find out who I really am, I will chase you away.
When you surpass me, you will see the truth more clearly...you deserve better
I'll undoubtedly be a good learning experience for you, but I won't cross the finnish line with you.
I don't love myself.
I can't.
You don't understand.
I'm a snake.
I'm insecure and search for that security from other people.
Your love for me will be short lived.

All.
Give me away
Trade me in for real friends
The others have done the same and will tell you that they're much better off
Don't be deceived by my charm
I'm a snake.
I'm a lesson in how to see beyond the bullshit.
See beyond mine.
I'm a master of manipulation, forcing you to be attracted to me.
You're being lied to.
You're being tricked.
Free yourself...and fast.
The longer you wait, the faster I die.


Behind my sweet words is a stained dagger yearning to pierce you.