Carry on, my wayward cunt.

I thought my esteem would diminish and I'd hate the idea of you being in someone else's arms, but in all honesty, you've been the easiest to lose. You are the first. The first boy to break up with me JUST to date someone new a few days later. You are the first ex that I will never be friends with or communicate with. You are the first person to successfully manipulate me. You are the first person in my life that I wish neither good or bad. I simply only wish for you to be the first thing I truly forget.

Worthless

The whole lot of them.

I HAVE TRUST ISSUES NOW!

How exciting!

I doubt every day that you're not in my sight.

Want some insight on how I think? Yeah?! k. Check it...

You've hung out with him multiple times since you've been back and in your mind you can't wait to kiss him for the first time. You text me to say you're headed to bed so I won't text you for the night so you're free to swoon over him.

PLEASE cheat. I want you to, I want you to give me a reason to set this damn state on fire. IF you fall in love with him, I will hurt you. I'm so fucking serious. I'm also fucking crazy.

*****NEW PERSON******

YOU HAVE NO IDEA THAT I STILL LOVE YOU (as a friend). I talk to you about my problems just to keep contact with you, but you care not ---FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT! ALL OF YOU!

Fucking and sucking each other into heartache.

HURTFUL CREATURES OF DESPAIR AND PAIN.

I want out of this circle.

I want to be done with you, him and him.

I'm hurt.

Obviously.

Sit and spin, fags. I'll never love another man. They aren't worth it. I get ONE life and I'm wasting it attempting to make someone love me. FUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!

I now have a headache from shaking it in disappointment.

YOU GODDAMN BITCHESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm done.

Go away.