Mindfukmusic! Sam Sparro - Black & Gold

Dissertation about this later. No Foreal, this song made me break DOWN when I finally listened to what it's aboot. Foreal....Imma write a BOOK on this song. Stay tuned.

Where's my head at?

Complete destruction.

I'm in a mental state of shattering falsehoods that had set up shop in my life.

There are two kinds of Falsehoods:

1.) Reinforced Insecurities and Prejudice- concepts on love, fashion, happiness, and beauty that have been influenced by ones society, culture, community, upbringing, media market.

2.) Outward Tangibles- Things, optional mostly, that occur in ones life that yield only the negative.

I'm done. I have decided that lies are unhealthy, even more so, the ones we tell ourselves.

Let go of a premise that exists not in this plane. If you are in an emotionally DESTRUCTIVE relationship, regardless of why it's destructive, LEAVE! You have spent too much time living and learning on this Earth to sacrifice what you know is right just for the sake of a translucent bond between you and another. At the end of EACH day, your body rests in TRUST that YOU have done everything in secure safety of yourself.

HOW MANY OF YOU SLEEP NOT HAVING PROTECTED YOURSELF FROM OBVIOUS POISIONS!?

all of us.

Start spread'n the news

Blissfully with timid joy I release myself from a debt. Paid in full, I owe myself nothing more than the moments that I take each second. I am free to do as I please with my own life, to create what I feel, to exist only where and how I wish. To write my own map to a fantasy unknown. This challenge stands completed and shaded as the new begins to glow. There is no wrong path, my sweet sir, only the taken and the left behind and aside.

I am STILL a force of unrecognized glory, beaming and swelling as light seeps from the seams. I have no idea as to when I'll finally burst into brilliance, but I know that this fizzle I feel is of no consequence to the negative that I've experienced. I'll push forward until something greater threatens to push back. Until then, move aside or be forced aside.

TUMBLR

I'm weighing the pro's and con's to converting this blog into a Tumblr account. They seem much easier to post loads of information...

IDK

I suppose the time it takes to post isn't the problem, finding enough things of substance to write about seems to be my downfall. I try not to sound like a broken record, but I feel as though I'm dealing with the same issues on repeat.