GUUUUUUURL!

OOOOOOO Blogworld,

I don't have the time to talk now, but let me just let you know that I've got some dirt to dish and some shit to spit.

Laterz.

Don't want an ending- Sam Tsui

So, I'm in love with this kid, like foreal.

If I die young (cover) Sam Tsui

I have not heard the original, nor do I intend to. I have been following this kid for quite some time now and his voice makes me swoon super hardcore.

Marry me, please? PLEASE?!

Angry chick songs.

Blogworld,

Have you ever been in the mood to just fuck shit up? I mean the kind of day when you roll out of bed and want to hold your breath just to spite oxygen. The kind of day when you want to crotch rocket everyone? Today is that day.

I woke up this morning with extreme body fatigue due to my workout regiment that is getting the better of me. I landed wrong getting off the top bunk and damn near rolled my ankle then immediately stubbed my toe on the couch. I damn near nuked my room. Then, I couldn't get in the shower due to the very vocal couple engaging in PRE MARITAL SEX! (THAT'S A SIN YOU GODDAMN HEATHENS) so I decided to go take a poopy doo when halfway through I realized that there was no toilet paper, I gave a quick "fuck!" to the wind and was told to watch my mouth by the janitor. Well, after going off on him for about two minutes, I felt bad. It wasn't his fault that he dropped out of high school, got his mom pregnant and now has to clean up after me! GODDAMNIT TODAY BLOWS! Now I have to go to workstudy and do NOTHING for hours.

I wish I had kids or a dog, that way I could hit something and feel better.

Semper Fidelis! Carpe Diem! MagiKarp! Sakura Chan Ah!!

Bliss! Every moment in life is a gift...A GOD NEVER DAMNED GIFT!

You! Read this aloud with me...

I promise

To make everyday my bitch

To smile more than I frown

To laugh more than cry

To succeed beyond belief and never accept failure

To believe in myself and the people I love

To create works of art

To stand apart from the masses

To love, love, love and love some more

To give a kind word to a stranger

To shun gossip and backstabbing

To give a fuck

To be the hand-up someone needs

To live.

No day can be wasted. No matter how shitty your next 24 hours roll past, realize that you only allotted a few more. Wish on a damn star and expect for it to come true, put all your eggs in that basket. Go for that guy of your dreams, ask out that smoking chick in the cafeteria. Rejection is only temporary, yet regrets last forever! Be a better friend. Take the hard road out and come out a better person. Take the time to let people know you love them. SMACK A BABY! (no, wait--don't do that...okay, if the baby has a knife and has been drinking, then you gots to do what you have to do...I'll just look away.) Dream for something that you've personally deemed impossible, then wake up and GO FOR IT! Be faithful to the people who hold you in their hearts. Dip your toes in something completely different! (like Naruto ♥)

BE UNEXPECTED, BE GRACIOUS, BE SEXY, BE YOU!

Kill Bre.

You Can.

It sucks. The way that I've been rooted in this situation. I cannot shake your presence from my thoughts nor dreams. I am completely smitten by everything that compiles your being, but we are mismatched at the most basic levels of attraction. You. Are. Straight. I really should be laughing as I have been down this road more times than I care to remember, but for reasons unknown to me, you dodge my attempts to remain distant. You flirt, you smile, you hug just a little too long. You speak words of personal turmoil when trying to figure out what I mean to you. You wonder if things would be easier if we were just together. You confuse and dilute my common sense. We both are aware of each others feelings, but refuse to cross a very thin line between "boys" and "boyfriends".

I'd be lying if I said that I don't enjoy our drunken moments together. Though not risqué, I can't shake every seemingly insignificant moment. The slight brush of your leg against mine. The night you laid in my arms and held my hand. The night outside my door when we just stared at each other. I over read everything and constantly over process every look that you give, I try my damnedest to read between every comment you make, every joke you tell.

I could kick it with you, non-stop. You're talented and kind. You may be the most beautiful man that I've ever physically encountered. You encourage me to be a better athlete and push yourself to the bounds of perfection. Your brilliance has no limits in my eyes. You have a bit of a temper, but I never seem to be your target of random fits. You know that your smile makes me weak, which you often use to advantage.

But though all of these factors may exist between us, you've already released me of my insanity. I am aware that you are unwilling to take a chance with me and I will no longer challenge it. Being your friend is still a privilege beyond belief. So, no more pretending. No more reading, no more processing. We joke, we laugh, we hug, we smile...as friends.

But just know that You Can.

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait